Home » Poems » Fears

Fears

Between the fear of losing
and actually losing
the only reason
for my living,
I would choose
the latter.
Because losing
comes with the reward
of sweet death,
While the fear of losing,
keeps me suspended
in that hazy land
between hope and giving up…
where I constantly oscillate,
from hoping
and living on
to giving up
and giving in
to the tantalizing desire
to end it all
never seeing the worst…

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: